First Time, a Cousin Encounter

My heart was raging and so was my need to pursue this heat. I was playing with him all the way… I was feeling him with both hands now. Trying to cup his sac while holding his erect and very straight dick…. I wanted to lick it, kiss it, feel the back of my mouth with his, in it… Ah, I wonder how it would feel? As I was gingerly lowering my head to that region of his body… Ah, its musky… a boyish manly smell that was really killing me and driving me mad with desire. It smelled so right... I wasn't so sure what happened next but all of this was I bit of a blissful blur… I was admiring the beauty of it all my senses feeling so aroused as I have never been aroused before and while I was feeling his legs and was about to kiss it gently when all of a sudden I felt him jerk up and move… he was awake.
Huh!
I was brought back to reality… I was abusing him…
“Sorry” I said.
“Sorry”, I got carried away.
I turned my back to him and I was trying to put back my pants too. I felt so ashamed of myself for doing that... what was I thinking… I wasn't thinking… what was running in my mind now was the shame tomorrow and he is sure to tell…. He wasn't saying anything but I thought I could hear him saying how cold you do this. We are cousins… I was bracing for the worst when he touched my shoulder… With his hand he was caressing and massaging my shoulder… then he brushed the back of my hair… and was kissing the back of my neck… my nape.

“Its ok”, he said, “been waiting for you to take action since the other day.”

That point he was tickling my ear and hissing to it with his hot breathe, wet tongue and nibbling my lobes. Ticklish and if I could giggle I would have… as it was I let out a sigh… Ah! We were both sitting on the bed then, my back to him that he was kissing neck licking it slowly and so erotically. I let out another moan… Ah, As he reached the bulge of my arm he bit it with animal force. It was both a bit painful and yet just right to make me want for more…. I didn't really know what to do then but I had this idea that it will be good anyway… I waited and went back to lying down… that was when he switched position…. His legs now nearer my head and mine legs nearer his…. He was gently kissing my sides gently biting and licking with a bit of suction. It was making my skin tingle. I meantime, was caressing his legs moving upward for his now very erect tool… he stopped me there and said…. 
“Kiss me here”
He was pointing at just above the knees… I wanted to. It was very fair. I have seen it and very smooth with just fine hair that would turn darker as he grew… but now ahhhh I stuck out my tongue and was kissing and giving small bites to his legs… the smell of him. Driving me to go higher and higher… He was satisfying me to with his slow downward kissing… and he takes my head and kisses me full on the lips.. his tongue searching mine my tongue seeking his….holding my head with his hands while he kissed and I was lost in this bliss of that torrid and very wet kiss…His kisses went downward again to my neck.. His hot breathe trailing and raising the hair on my nape. He went straight to my nipple. Sucking it like it was very sweet…. And it was very good for me. The circular motion making me thrash out at anything I can get my hands… I grabbed his head and was pushing him towards me while my chest was trying to thrust it all to him… licked it bite it.. do anything I don't care… I just want the touch of your tongue there…that was the first time someone gave attention to that part of me and I never thought that it would bring such electrifying feeling that if he continues with I’m sure I would come without him touching me at anywhere near my tool… but he wasn't finished with me yet… he asked my to lay down again and this time he was on top… the heat.. ahhh it was so completing… my mouth on his mouth my tongue and his… entwined… and left again downwards…. This time though it was more pressing.. he could sense my wanting and everywhere his lips and tongue touched I was trying to anticipate.. it was so hot and when he reached the small triangle where my briefs would cover he hovered and lapped the sides of my `privates.. and further down.. burying his head there I didn't know where to turn my head…. I grabbed his hair and was pushing him in…. the gentle to forceful sucking and toying with my balls was driving me crazy and livid.. this isn't happening its too good… my whole body was almost shivering with delight and anticipation.. when his forceful licker was licking slowly upwards the shaft .. taking a wee bite at the fold under my other head and was like chewing it ….ahhhhh then he slowly began to take it it his mouth… wholly.. or almost that I could feel my head hit the back of his mouth and then pull back.. as again he takes it in with the force of a vacuum that he was making that no hand job could ever be as good…or as complete… on and on he went and higher and higher my ecstasy was… that I felt a small gush of fluid slip up my insides.. I know now as cum.. held back … pre cum though I think I was precumming as early as when he touched me….he felt my sudden hesitation.. of which he said..

you’re cumming!
My turn! He held my head and pushed it down his privates.. I stopped my urge to lunge as his tool.. I realized that it would be so much more pleasurable if I did it his way.. slow and methodical. Attention to the balls that also seemed so good to nibble on.. so enticing the way it reacted with touches from my tongue and licks and little nibbles but I was more intent on the one above it.. the tool.. the shaft.. the dick.. the big one… the one that was wet on top oozing some sticky juice that I wanted too.. so I went for it.. bit wild bit… in a hurry.. I didn't really care anymore.. nothing slow and methodical.. I wanted it and I really wanted it now.. I wanted to feel it inside me.. I wanted my first pop.. that head was lulling me teasing me with its up down motion that I wish to kiss to lick to taste ahhhhhh. It wasn't very far off what I imagined.. as I tasted that light, salty taste pre-cum out of that engorged head. I moved my head with surprising precision and easily enabled my mouth to engulf more than I can take from that shaft.. it was filling.. and no matter what I did.. I wanted more… I was like a child with a popsicle.. not having enough ever… as I nibbled on the sides he let out a small moan… unnnngggggggghhhhhh ahhhhhh… like that.. I didn't realize it but his hand on my head was arousing me, daring me to lunge in.. take in more and more of his… faster and faster… I could feel him trying to meet my every plunge.. that I could almost choke on it.. almost… tickles.. but not quite… good in its own way… and as we went faster and faster his hand and hips swaying to meet my every movement.. Synchronous swimming heh heh .. this went on.. up down up down.. thrust pull thust pull … and I was taking it all in.. ahhhhhhhh his hand then pulling my hair up to meet his ready lips and we kissed again.. this time.. animalistic.. lapping each other like we were but hungry dogs… his hands were everywhere now… then down there.. the cheeks of my butt… he was probing seeking… and I was a willing slave then.. I could go anywhere had he asked me.. I was taken…addicted… he whispered .. gusto mo?(You want this?)… ito.. as he gently was probing inner and deeper my hole.. I was squirming more to meet his fingers than avoiding it and I could tell he knew that I was liking it… Ahhhhh .. I’m not sure how his fingers were positioned inside there but it was stretching me out and…it was bringing more chills and craving up my spine and back to the tip of my toes.. that I was
opening up my legs… yes I want yes.. I want you in… He had me laid down on my back and legs apart… and raised.. him holding my legs.. that way itself was a bit awkward.. my hole exposed shyness was creeping again but when my legs were hoisted to his
shoulder to free his hand to play with my hole..i was swept in to oblivion… he was massaging it with something warm and wet/ saliva?… not sure.. not caring… as he pointed the tip of his head to where it will take its first plunge.. I was filled with anticipation and shivers.. ohhhh I want this…. Come in now… I was almost pushing up to meet him… slowly he said.. this will probably hurt….. as he slowly went in.. I didn't feel any hurt at all….. or so I thought… awwwwwwww.. I almost yelled.. there was a painful stinging right there that I wanted him to take it off… don't move….. its gonna go
away….. so slowly it did but his every move was hurting me. That I wanted to quit… this is too painful…. But when he was way in.. and secured that it wouldn't go out… I rushed it partway to meet his mouth .. kissing him.. was taking me away from the pain I was feeling …. How does it feel now…….. ahhhhhhh nothing……..now….. so slowly he
pulled out… then in again… this time the pain was less… there was almost some pleasure…. And again… again.. again… ahhhhh this time the good feeling was more than the unpleasant pain… ahhhh I could feel now my hips meeting his thrusting….
Ahhhh ahhhhhhh ahhhhh.. for almost every thrust I was taking.. faster and faster……
This time though I was feeling my own throbbing and neglected tool and jerkng to the rhythm… ahhhh faster and faster… then.. I felt a shiver.. from him.. that could only be .. him… coming inside me….Then he stopped.. but did not pull out… I was almost there too.. while still inside me…. His hand went to my dick and was jerking it with utter abandon….
I'm comiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiingggggg.. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh……
My cum spurted on me and him – his chin.. my face.. I never really came that hard so that was a big one for me…. That's when he left me to give me a sweeping kiss and embrace…..
Ahhh you were good…

We wiped off my cum with a used clothes …. Then he went to the bathroom. I didn't.. I was still feeling the warm feeling inside me… down there.. it wasn't painful .. well maybe a bit….but generally it was good…

I was thinking blissly thinking how that happened… I could tell that I was played by a someone who knew a lot more than me…. I was but an instrument… a tool the way I was lead hook line and sinker… but I could not ask for more than what I got.. it was so good…. I knew that if played again… that line I was a willing participant.. I know I
will do what it takes to get it…..

He was back from the bathroom and he whispered softly to me GRRRRRRRRRRR….
And I reacted with a hard on…. Ahhhhhhhhhhh again?????????
What do you think?

Lemme know… he's still around you know… the first was one of the best.. as the second and third… and the 57th…. Or was it one hundred fifty seventh… I don't remember anymore…. He was my only one…the only one that I gave out my all….. he left me for college.. it lasted a long time…… I think that was the time he told me we have to move on… no other reason except that we are gonna be far away… he cried when he said that so I think he was just being a realist…he was the only one for me I thought… I cried buckets when he left….. funny that till now I still hate the song.. when I'm gone.. something we overheard on our last night together…. Its been a year… and nothing… I think I'm free of him…at least the pain… hence the letter… a friend of mine… (suckulength@yahoo.com) told me to move on… write the story.. like he did.. put yourself out there… hence this story…..

Ohh by the way.. he turned out not to be my cousin.. just a cousin by marriage.

I am putting myself out there…. I am 5 10, moreno…. Ohh I know I’m ok looking… many have told me that.. though I hardly believe it hehehe… now I am here putting it all out… you have read my other email story… … that's me a bit later….. I guess I saw that incident outside of the family… as something counted differently … strange how we keep track of things the way it was…..