High School hell Part Four

As Michelle led me up the stairs to her room I stared at the envelope in my hands. I wondered what its contents would yield and how they would affect my already drastically changed life. She opened the door and led me into the room, and as she sat down on the futon, she beckoned me over. Slowly and deliberately I walked over to her and sat next to her. Turning to me she asked, 'Do you want me to stay with you or do you want to be alone'' Silently I leaned over and laid my head in her lap. 

'Stay with me, I don't want to be alone.' I felt so vulnerable, and so lost. 
She draped her arm across my stomach and said, 'I'll never leave you when you need me.' 
Nodding I pulled out the envelope and staring at it, began to open the letter. As I finished opening it and slid out the paper, I took a deep breath to prepare myself for what I might read. 

Trina;
You are our daughter and that will never change, but things between us can never be the same. We were ok with you being the way you are until you decided to make it permanent, ant try as we might we can't accept this. We know that our little girl is in there somewhere. When she comes back to the surface please let us know until then its best if we don't see each other. 

We filed suit against Jake with the help of Michelle's parent's and we received news of the settlement today. It pained me too see the look upon his mother's face at the thought of losing her only son, and I remembered how I felt when you lay in that hospital bed tubes every where, so your father and I discussed it and agreed to settle. I know you and I know what you're thinking, but we made sure that he felt the consequences of his actions. His parents have paid the amt. of 18 million dollars, to keep us from further prosecution. The settlement money came from his trust fund, and to pay it he has been disinherited. Trina take this money and create for yourself a life, live it how you want, and with who you want. Though we can't accept it now one day we will and I only pray that you can forgive us. I hope that one day we'll come together again, and you'll understand why things had to be this way. We love you now and forever. 

mom and dad 

Tears welled up in my eyes as I folded the letter and put it back in the envelope. Michelle lightly began to rub my stomach and looking up at her I said three words, 'I forgive them.' I understood what it was they were struggling with because I had struggled with it myself; looking down at me Michelle nodded. She leaned against the back of the futon and continued to gently rub my stomach. Her touch felt so good, and so natural to me that I barely noticed her doing it. There was nothing sexual about it, she wanted to be close to me and I understood that. I took her by the hand and sitting up I led her across the room to her bed. Letting go of my hand she lay down on her back propped up on her elbows, just looking at me. Her eyes flashed in the sun light and her hair draped over her shoulders, as she gazed at me I felt the longing from earlier that morning returning to me.

I looked at her, a question in my eyes, and without speaking a word she nodded. She knew what we both wanted and I knew that I would give it to her. I crawled onto the bed and over to her as I lay down beside her I held her hand. She rolled over to face me and looking at her I could see her desire. I leaned forwards slightly and kissed her lips, a gentle and non invasive kiss. I had to have more I leaned in again to kiss her a little more urgently and as I broke our kiss I gently nibbled her lip. She was staring at me eyes shining and breathing deeply. I leaned in again to kiss her and as our lips touched I slipped my tongue into her mouth, gently swirling it around before withdrawing it again. Sitting up I slid over her and straddling her abs I leaned in to kiss her neck. 'I love you T,' she moaned and pausing I said, 'And I love you' As I kissed my way across her throat pausing under the right side of her jaw I worked my hands up her back. 

Slyly I unsnapped her bra; she reached up her hands and pushed against my shoulders. Startled I stopped what I was doing and looked down at her. 'It's my turn' she said and nodding I scooted back off of her stomach. I sat up straight and I felt her running her hands up my hips and grabbing hold of my shirt. As she slid my shirt up over my body she left kisses in its wake going from my belly button up across the center of my chest. Raising my arms she pulled my shirt off and wrapping her arms around me held me close. I breathed in her scent, her shampoo, and her lotion, the light perfume that she wears, arching my back I allowed her access to the front of my body. 

As she kissed the hollow of my throat pausing to unhook my bra, I lightly traced up her spine with my finger tips. Her skin was soft and warm against my hands; she ducked her head again and went to work on my newly exposed chest. Leaving a trail of kisses across my breastbone and down towards my right nipple. 'Mmmm Michelle' I moaned as she enclosed my nipple in her warm moist mouth. The sensations were amazing as she flattened her tongue against the increasingly sensitive tip of my nipple and rubbed it back and forth. The heat of our passion intensified and I could feel the flames of an inevitable occurrence licking at our bodies. My heart rate increased and I could felt myself becoming moist. 

Pulling my breast out of Michelle's mouth I leaned in to kiss her, As our mouths came together and our tongues wrestled I slipped her shirt up breaking the kiss just long enough to pull it over her head. As she wiggled out of her shirt she held me close and leaned me down onto the bed, with her length on top of me. Her warm and gentle weight felt amazing and as she began kissing me again her hand running down the length of my torso towards the jeans I still wore mine rubbed down her back and across the front of her stomach towards the button on her pants. 

She kissed her way down my chin, to my neck and again paid special attention to each nipple. Taking them into her mouth and caressing them with her tongue before releasing them back into the air. My breathing came heavily and I felt the fire in my loins burning hotter than ever, gasping down at her, I had but one word to say, 'Michelle' Pausing she looked at me for what seemed an eternity in a second, and the message was conveyed, She licked her way past my belly button and unzipped my jeans, as she slid them down I raised up my hips and she pulled them off. She took a second to remove hers as well and then returned to me. In her absence I had been lying still trying to regain some sense of self, before her next passionate onslaught. I opened my eyes at the feel of her hands sliding up my thighs towards my vagina. Her rhythmic massaging of the insides of my thighs coupled with the feel of her skin on mine was sending me over the edge. She hadn't yet touched me and I was already on the verge of exploding. 

She slid her hands up, further, and further teasing me and enticing me, at last she slipped my underwear off my body and could feel her warm breath on the inside of my left thigh. Then her tongue smooth and wet sliding up to my hip joint intentionally avoiding my yearning vagina, she licked across the front of my crotch and down my other hip joint. I was panting now, unable to formulate words the pleasure was so intense so real, like nothing we had ever shared before. This was an act of love, this wasn't sex, her actions and her movements were painting a picture of her love and infatuation upon me. Grinning up at me she ran her index finger down my slit lightly touching over my clit before circling the entrance to my vagina. 

With my back arching in pleasure and while I was trying to catch my breath, she dove in, enveloping me in her passion, and tasting my desire. Her tongue was her paintbrush, and with each stroke in and out of me she came closer to finishing her ultimate masterpiece. The wheels were set in motion and there was no way to stop it. Sliding her tongue out of me she licked her way up to my clit nibbling it gently and once again circling my opening with her index finger. Simultaneously she covered my clit with her tongue and slipped her finger into me. I immediately seized on it pulling it deeper into me, trying to be as full of her as possible. Each stroke and each lick was accentuated by my oncoming climax, as it roared closer to me I stroked my hands through her hair, I had no words to describe how I felt, and no words were needed. She felt it coming and kissed her way up towards my face, laying her head on my chest while continuing to stroke in and out of me, I wrapped my arms around her and held her tightly.