Not Allowed to Cum

I dated a guy. Let's call him Joe. He was into controlled orgasms. I'd never heard of such a thing. I was to learn a life changing part of my life.

Joe knew how sexual I was so he introduced me to so many different media to bring along my sexuality. After about a year we would rent different types of porn videos and he would make me hold off on my "O". He would tease me with his hands, mouth, fruit and veggies and sometimes Listerine. It made me hot and want to beg to cum. But he wouldn't let me.

He would talk and remind me that my sexual pleasure was at his will, not mine. A few times he would have me watch really hot porn videos and then use a feather to play with me between by legs. The feather was soft enough to make me want it soo bad, but not hard enough to make me cum. He would do this for an hour at a time.

I would wince the whole time and BEG him to let me cum. He wouldn't. He told me that the only way I could cum is if I fucked one of my stuffed animals. Agressive and horney, I agreed. I didn't know he taped it. Two days later he showed me the tape. He said that if I didn't allow his friends over to "play" with me, he would release the video on the internet.

What should I do?......