My Personal Relationship With My Pussy

... the fact that when I see a pussy, I know exactly what the gal feels like when she's having it touched, licked, fucked... When I see a picture or a movie of a pussy, my pussy tingles as if what's being done to that gal is being done to me. I can feel every touch, every lick, every stroke. It drives me wild. Not to mention the fact that there's just something so erotic about a pussy.

Since I love to look at pussy so much, who's better to look at than my very own? Looking at a movie or a picture is ok, but what's better than seeing the real thing up close and personal. I don't often have a female lover available, so I have to make due with my own.

In the evening after a nice hot bath or shower, right before bed, is my favorite time to explore my pussy. It's nice and clean, fresh, and warm... not to mention a little pinker than normal, so I don't have any problems exporing the full depths of it. Just the thought of what I'm about to do makes little electric-like tingles course through my pussy. My nipples become erect in anticipation.

In my bedroom, I have a clost with a full sized mirror on it. There's plenty of room in front of it, so that's where I like to be, so that I can get a good view of everything. I place blankets on the floor in front of the mirror, and several pillows around so that I'm in a semi-lying/sitting position. That way I can be comfortable, but still get a good view. I also usually place a few things I might need next to me, such as lotion, a vibrator, or a dildo. I also put a lamp nearby on the floor so I can get all the light I need to see. Since I'm fresh out of the tub, I'm already naked. Sometimes, however, I think it's more erotic to have on a pair of panties or a skirt. I'll either pull the panties aside to expose myself or lift the skirt. Somehow it adds an air of mystery and sexuality to it. However, being naked is the best, because I can spread my legs wide and get a full view of everything.

I get comfortable on my pillows and blankets in front of the mirror. I begin by lying back and closing my eyes and lightly running my fingers over my neck, my tits, my nipples, down my stomach, around my thighs, and finally over my pussy lips. I keep my lips hairy, because I like the feel of my fingers running through the hair, and it makes them tingle in anticipation even more. I fantasize as I stimulate my body, and get to the point where I really need to have an orgasm. I want it to last though. I don't want to cum too fast and have it over with too soon. I like to bring myself to a peak, and then let myself go back down a little... over and over. This drives me wild and makes my orgasm, when it finally hits, extremely intense.

After I've arosed myself, I open my eyes and look. I see myself lying there with my legs spread. My pussy lips are still closed, but they're swollen with anticipation. My chest heaves up and down, my nipples are hard, and my face is flushed. I turn the light to an angle where I can see everything in the mirror. Reaching down between my legs with both hands, I pull my pussy lips wide apart and look. I brush the curly black hair away and expose my hot pink slit. My clit is engorged and throbbing, and my lips are tingling. My hole is gaping open to the darkness and moistness from within. Black hair trails down to my exposed ass. It looks so good, I wish I could feel a hot warm tongue swirling all over and in it. Just the thought of this makes me groan in anticipation.

As I hold my pussy lips wide apart, I start moving them around in a circular-like motion to stimulate them a bit more, and tease my clit. I don't want to touch the inside right yet. I want to build up the anticipation just a bit more. Finally, I can't stand it any longer. I need to feel blessed release. sweet, prolonged, blessed release... but not too quickly now. I use the fingers of my left hand to keep my open pussy exposed to my sight and then reach down with my right hand to play. I lightly rub my fingers up and down my hot, pink slit. I reach the hole and rub there too, dipping a finger lightly inside to feel and bring out the moistness. I swirl that around a bit and then go back up to my clit and concentrate on rubbing it for a few minutes. I alternate these actions back and forth, until the feeling is so intense I can hardly stand it.

I stop for a few minutes to prolong the joy, and reach over for the lotion. Pouring a bit into my hand, I reach back down and coat my pussy, lips and all with it. Now I'm nice and slick and can rub everywhere. I use both hands by now, manipulating my pussy so that I can keep it exposed completely while rubbing it and driving myself wild. Next, I reach for the vibrator and turn it on. I place the tip of it directly on my clit and bring myself to near orgasm. Then I stop and move it down the length of my slit until I reach my ass. I rub the vibrator around there, and then go back up to my clit. I slide it back down to my now throbbing, aching, hot hole and slip it in. It's a large vibrator, so as it slips in, my lips get stretched to full capacity and my hole expands around it. I feel so full and good.

I slide the vibrator in and out of my hole, and back up and down the length of my slit... back over my clit, around my hairy lips, and back again. The sight and sensations are so great I can barely stand it. I do this over and over until my pussy cries for release. As my orgasm nears, I put the vibrator aside and pull my pussy lips as wide open as I can again. My gaping hole is dripping by now, and my clit is so swollen and red. I can almost see it twitch. My nipples are rock hard, and the moans I hear I realize are coming from me. As I hold my pussy lips open, I run my fingers over my clitoris a few last times and then it finally hits. A mind blowing, pussy splitting orgasm. I scream out as my body convulses. I watch as my hole clamps down and tightens as if looking for a cock to milk. I can see it throbbing... tightening and relaxing, tightening and relaxing... milking that cock... any cock... clamping down on a hot tongue... anything. I don't care at this point.

Finally the orgasm subsides, but the throbbing and tingling in my pussy stays for a few minutes after. I lay there lovingly looking at my pussy in anticipation for the next round of fun. Maybe the next time I play, I'll play in the tub... but I have to find a mirror to go with me as I watch the water cascade over my clitoris. Or better yet... well... maybe I'll tell you that idea later on...