Love Hurts

“Christina,” David approached, “Crystal’s on the phone.” I got on the phone with Crystal, she was saying that she was at my house and got all of her stuff arranged and that she is on her way to David’s house. 
“Hello,” Lacy said. She opened the door without knocking which offended me since it wasn’t her house to welcome herself in. “it’s me Lacy.”
“Good afternoon, Lacy. David just got in the shower, so when he comes out you can visit him or whatever.” I explained
“Listen,” she began, “I’m sorry for last night, that was wrong of me to start a fight with you. It’s just that, I love David, I lost my virginity with him and he’s my best friend that I have ever had. I just don’t want to see him get hurt.” I couldn’t say anything mean to Lacy. I mean she was in the right. She was being a good friend, and I respected that very much. 
“You did the right thing. I was in the wrong for flirting with Seth and acting like a little slut at the party. I would do the same thing for my best friend if I saw his or her boyfriend or girlfriend acting like a slut with a different person. Hey – what are friends for?”
“Thanks for understanding me.” Lacy obliged. After this talk, I had a lot of respect for Lacy. But there was one thing I still wanted to know.
“Lacy, do you still have feelings about David – I mean do you still like him as a boyfriend.” I hesitated for a second.
“To be honest, yes I still do, but I would never take away from his girlfriend because I’m not that kind of person who would do that - especially when I see him happy with the person he is with, which would be you.” I smiled at her, a smile that was courteous.
“Do you have a boyfriend at all?” I asked. I didn’t know what else to talk or think about.
“At least not yet. Me and this one guy named Casey have been going out a lot, but he hasn’t asked me out yet. I feel like asking him the next time I see him.”
“Which is...?” I disrupted.
“Tomorrow night. I hope he asks me out. I really like him a lot.” Lacy said in a cheerful way. 
“You should call him up right know. Invite him over here.” I insisted.
“Should I? Nah, I don’t think I should invite him over since my ex boyfriend – David lives here. It would be wrong.” 
“Not really, because David’s girlfriend, which is me is here at the house. Invite him over.” I begged some more. “Someone is knocking at the door and I think I know who it is.” I walked over and opened the door and there was Crystal.
“Come on in, Crystal.” I gave her a hug because of all the depression she had on her.
“I’m sorry, I look like crap right know. I’m just really upset about Mario kicking me out just because I smoked pot in his house.” Crystal cried.
“Well, babe, it is illegal, but he shouldn’t have been so dramatic about it and he should have talked to you about it, instead of kicking you out. But your staying with me and everything will be fine. I have lived with you many times, I know how to handle you.” I explained to her.

“Shut up!” Crystal snickered with tears still coming out of her eye’s. I had to cheer her up a little.
“Let’s have some ice cream and maybe go shopping, just us girls and forget about guys. Meadowood Mall is across the street from this neighborhood, so lets go shopping a little over there.” I had to think about something fun for us girls. We all seemed a little tense with all of our guy problems. Plus I wanted to get to know Lacy better.
“That would be fun!” Lacy gleed.
“Yeah, that would be great. When should we do it?” Crystal asked. She finally calmed down. 
“Today ot tomorrow, but Lacy, don’t you have a date tomorow?” I asked.
“Yeah, so today would be a good day for all of us.” Lacy agreed.
“Hey girls!” David shouted. 
“What are you girls planning on doing? I thought I overheard you chic’s planning on doing something today.” Seth clarified.
“Me and the girls – only girls, are planning on going and having a good time at the mall and doing some shopping.” I explained.
“So us guy’s can’t go with you women?” David inquired with a little grin on his face.
“Yeah, why? Is that a problem?” I asked again.
“Yeah, I want you to stay home with me, I’m still frisky!” David yelled in excitement. Everybody in the room including me started laughing, even though I knew David wasn’t joking.
“Your just gonna have to hold yourself back because I’m not in the mood right know.” I let him know.
“That’s okay, let’s just get it over with right know and then you can take another shower with me and go on with the girls to the mall.”
“David, no! I’m seriously not in the mood. Tonight, okay?”
“Whatever, I don’t even care!” David walked back into his room and slammed the door like he always does when he gets delirious.
“What a horn dog!” Crystal silently said. I walked in David’s bedroom, but he was in the bathroom. I knew what he was probably doing – jacking off!
“Baby,” I knocked on the door, “can I come in, please?” He opened the door letting me in. He was totally naked, and happy to see me come.
“Why do you get so upset when I’m not in the mood to do anything sexual?” I really wanted to know why. I was getting sick and tired of it.
“I don’t know. I think its because I’ve helt it all in since me and you have been together and when you finally let us do it, I’ve been wanting to do it more and more...” he paused, “Please, lets have sex again right know and I won’t bug you about it anymore.” He wouldn’t stop begging me so I indulged him. I sat down on the bathroom counter to let him do the deed.

He wrapped my thighs around his waist and stuck his large penis inside of me, starting out slow and then forcing faster as he got in deeper. It felt so arousing that I dug my fingernails deep into his skin on his brawn muscles. The feeling was so pleasurable.

But then he started slowing down from fatigue.

“Harder!” I screamed and repeated. He moved harder and the feeling was feeling better and better. I could feel the orgasm coming closer and closer and then it came. I had to keep it down by bitting David’s shoulder. He stayed inside of me, but stop everything in movement. We were both breathing hard.
“Thank you! That was awesome!” David said, still breathing hard. We were both still out of breath. 

When I went into the living room, everybody had a grin on there face. The whole room was mute; not a sound from anybody. 
“I just got out of the shower and did my beauty job, so girl’s are you ready to go shopping.” I asked. They both nodded their head.

Hanging out with the girls was a blast. We went out shopping and bought a lot of stuff, we went out for coffee and sat talking about our relationships, sex life, family, and humorous high school stories. I felt a real connection with Lacy. She was very kind, 

clean and funny. They way she told her stories about her life, sounded perfect at first, but then got to a part where I felt sorry for her. Her father died in a car accident, her mother died of lung cancer not so long ago and all she has left was her sisters, brothers, and David. I think I could trust her with David, she seems like a reliable person.

One thing that was weird about Crystal was that I found out more stuff about her than I ever did before. Usually she never talks about how her life was, it was quite sad. She had been raped twice by her step-father, her mother used to beat on her and her sisters, she used to have a brother, but he commited suicide in the kicthen; luckily, Crystal didn’t see it. I could totally understand why she always went to the drugs. I know also know why she always came to my house to stay, she practically lived with me our whole teenage life. I even told Crystal that she needs to quit drinking alcohol, smoking cigarettes and marijuana and being so depressed all the time. She told me that she will try, but she will need help from me. Of course I will help her. Crystal is my best friend. I will always love her and since I do I love her, I will help her, cause that’s what someone does when they love somebody.

The last store we went to was Wal-Mart. I bought Crystal a load of nicotine gum and healthy food. If I’m going to help her it has to start now.
When we got home, she threw away her marijuana, cigarettes, and alcohol. She cried while doing so. I was so happy and it made me feel good about myself that I was helping out a friend.
“I’m going to stay home, while your at David and Seth’s apartment.” Crystal said. She seemed pretty discouraged.
“Are you going to be okay all by yourself?” I put me hand on her shoulder. I didn’t think I should leave her all by herself, especially after she threw all the the bad stuff in her life away. I didn’t want her to dig into the garbage and grab all the drugs that she threw away. I had to keep an eye on her.
“I’m going to stay home with you.” There was so much more that I needed and wanted to know about Crystal. I couldn’t believe I wanted to know all this stuff about her, especially after knowing her for about ten years. “Crystal,” I began, “Do you do any other drugs besides marijuana?”
“Well...” she started, “I’ve done cocaine, acid, and heroin a few time, but I’m always getting stoned. I’ve quit all of that, though, I don’t want to screw up my life even more, and now I’m giving up marijuana. I’m really craving a cigarette – I mean...Bad!” She murmured. She grabbed two nicotine gums and chewed it fast.
“I hope you don’t get nicotine fits like you used to do in the past.” I reminded.
“Yes I do, but I’ll try my hardest not to yell or be a bitch at you. You will understand why though, if I yell at you or become moody.” Crystal warned.

“I’ll try to keep a distance from you.” I know how she got when she would go without a cigarette for a long time. When we were teenagers, she would get tobacco fits all the time when she wouldn’t get cigarette’s. Sometimes I would feel like slapping her across the face when she would get nicotine fits and a couple of times I did. One time me and her were put in juvenile hall by my parents because me and Crystal got in a big fist fight. We both made up in the juvenile, but she still had a tobacco fit. But that was all in the past, hopefully she’s grown up a little.
“Where’s Lacy?” Crystal asked.
“She went to her boyfriends house.” I answered.
“Are we going to see him tonight?”
“Yeah actually, she’s going to bring him over to David’s house.”
“I guess I will go to Davids also...if you go.”
“Yep, I’m going, we’ll have fun.”
“I feel like calling Mario. I miss him already. I really need to talk to him.”
“Call him, Crystal!” I handed her the phone and watched her dial the numbers.
“Hi, Mario.” She said. She apologized for her mistakes and told him that I was going to help her quit all the bad stuff that she was doing. When she got off the phone, it was like the weight lifted off her shoulders. She became very jubilant. She told me everything that Mario said. He was happy for her, hoping that she quits fast and that he really misses her.
“He’s going to stop by right know. I can’t wait to see him!” she jumped all around the house screaming with excitement. I hadn’t seen her that happy for a long time.
“I guess I will leave you and him alone to the house. And Crystal,” I paused,
“Don’t get all depressed or bitchy when he comes over, just be happy and make him feel glad hat he’s around you. I think he would enjoy seeing you happy. Do not have a tobacco fit! I mean it!” I threatened in a sarcastic way. She laughed and hugged me.

“I won’t be bitchy or depressed. Thank you so much! I love you, Christina.” I kissed on the cheek and reminded her, “I’m going to David’s house, if you want to come on over, go ahead and bring Mario.” She nodded her head and confirmed to me. I went off to David’s apartment. When I drove up to David’s garage, I saw Kailyn’s car inside. I knew something wrong had to be happening right know. The first thing I saw when I walked in was Kailyn on top of Seth on the couch making out.
“Hi.” Seth said.
“Hello.’ I said back. “I thought you two broke up?”
“No, were back together again now. I’d rather see him than my family. They’re just going to have to wait.” They both started making out again. I felt like vomiting. The jealousy came back to me.
“Hey Christina baby, did you women have fun today?” David asked.
“Yeah, I had a lot of fun actually.” 
“And...Lacy...? David mumbled.
“She’s really cool. I feel sorry about everything I said cruely about her. She might come over tonight with her boyfriend Casey.” 
“Are you going to spend the night again tonight?” David asked.
“I don’t know, do you want me to?” I interrogated.
“Yes, I do. You should move in with me.”
“David, I can’t.” I remarked.
“Why not?” He mopped
“Because I have Crystal to watch after...”
“She’s a big girl, she can handle herself.” He interrupted.
“Yeah, and she’s also my best friend who needs me. David, I’m all she has.”
“When we’ll she go somewhere else?”
“Baby, she just moved in. I don’t know when she’ll move out.”
“Alright.”
“How long is Kailyn staying here?”
“For two days I think.”
“Dude, someones at the door!” Seth approached. David opened the door and there was Mario, Crystal, Lacy and Casey.
“What are we having a party?” David said, smiling at the whole room. It was the first time for me to see Mario and from what I could see – he was fine! But I couldn’t think of him in a sexual way. He was my best friends boyfriend. Crystal would never do that to me. Lacy’s boyfriend Casey was even better looking than Mario, but I didn’t feel any connection with neither Mario or Casey. They both seemed like polite young gentlemen.

We all introduced each other. Everything was going well, except for my jealousy that I was holding back – Kailyn, she was all over Seth. It was disgusting. How could Seth take her back when she cheated on him, there was something wrong with him. 

When her cell phone rang, I was happy; she finally got off of Seth and walked herself to the bathroom chatting away. When she got off the phone, she walked out of the bathroom in a hurry.
“Seth, I have to go to Santa Barbara right now. My family is really desperate to see me.” She stated. Seth had a look of dissatisfaction on his face. Me, I had a look of bliss. 
When Kailyn left, I thought I should talk to Seth alone.
“Seth, Can I talk to you in private?” I asked. He nodded his head. I took him aside and asked him the question that I was desperately wanting him to answer. “Why are you taking her back? I thought she cheated on you!” I tried to say it calmly, but I had so much anger lingering in me.
“Listen, she apologized and she really means it.” Seth said. He was trying to stick up for her and have her back. It was driving me crazy.
“And you believe her! Cheaters always cheat, Seth.” I snapped.
“Your just jealous because you want me. Well, I have bad news for you, you have a boyfriend and I don’t want you, period! So, get over it!” He snapped back. I looked at him with dismal. Everthing that came out of his mouth hurt my feelings and made my whole body deadened with discomfort. I couldn’t say anything because nothing would come out of my mouth. I was to hurt to even speak. I couldn’t look at Seth’s face. 

I walked out of the room fast. I didn’t say good-bye or look at anybody in the room. I was close to crying, but had to be strong not too. If David walked out and saw me crying, I wouldn’t know how to lie to him in order to save my ass. 

I ran to my car and took off fast. I looked in my rear view mirror and saw David standing by the stairway probably wondering why I left so fast without saying anything. Tears dripped down my eyes as I drove away from him. What was I supposed to tell him. I was so sick of feeling guilty about all the mistakes I kept doing. 
After 5 minutes, my cellphone kept on ringing, but I didn’t pick up nor did I see who was calling. It then, started raining and that made me cry even more. I thought I should break up with David. I mean, what was the point of a slut being with a good man who deserves a girl way better than me. I just have to tell him everything that I feel inside and yes it will screw up the friendship that he has with Seth and he will of course hate me after telling David everything, but I’ll just tell David not to tell Seth anything that I told him. I turned the car around and was on my way back to there house. 

I hesitated a little when I got to the door. I was about to knock on the door, but I didn’t have to, David saw me out the window.
“Why did you leave?” David asked in a upsetting low toned voice.
“Can we talk alone in my car, please?” I shivered, thinking this might be the last time that I ever talk to David. This will be the end.
We both got in my car. David rubbed my leg asking me what was wrong.

“David, I have a big crush on Seth.” David rolled his eyes and replied, “Yeah, I can tell, but I’m not worried because me and you love each other and I know you would never cheat on me or hurt me.” Tears started to drip off my cheaks. “Baby, you would never cheat on me, would you?” He asked. He sounded as if he was already cheated on, a low sad voice.
“No, I didn’t. I almost made a mistake, though. Baby, he touched me and you almost walked in and when you left – I begged him to go outside with me and do some foreplay. And I’m so sorry!” I started crying. It felt good to let all the guilt out, but it didn’t feel good to see David broken hearted.

“I can’t believe you! He’s my best friend, Christina! How could you do this?!” David yelled. He believed me and trusted me on our relationship and I had to screw it up.
“But we never did anything! You have to believe me, I’m telling the truth! I love you so much!” I cried even more. “Please don’t tell Seth anything I told you. I don’t want to make anything worse.”
“I won’t say anything, but you already screwed everything up in this relationship. We’re over!” David got out and slammed to door. I sat in the car crying hysterically. After all of this, I knew life would never be as good as it had been with David.

***** 3 weeks later...

I had been miserable for two weeks. Crystal moved back in with Mario and she was happier than ever without the drugs and her realationship with Mario was more perfet than ever. Lucky for her. She was telling me last night on the phone that Kailyn broke up with Seth and that David really misses me. I guess he’s really heart broken like me. 

I got two jobs at Wal-Mart and a night shift at Target to get more money. I haven’t got a day off yet, I was offered one, but I didn’t take it. My parents are sending me a thousand bucks. I really need the money. I’m trying the hardest that I can for money. I think I might move into a studio because the house that I’m living in right know is 700 dollars a month just fo the rent. I don’t know what to do. I need more help than my parents. I can’t move in with them because they live in different state, which is far away from David and the biggest little city I was raised my whole life in – ****. I’m so poor that I don’t have any electricity, which means – no light and no T.V. and no food to be cooked. I guess I can use candles. The worst thing is that I don’t have any food, I had to throw it all away because of the refrigerator. When you don’t have any electricity, that also mean no cold food. I don’t even have junk food. I can’t wait till I get that thousand bucks from my parents.Living life on your own is hell. 

When I was lighting up my candles, there was a knock at the door. And when I opened the door it was David. I was so happy to see him.

“I just wanted to see how you were doing. Can I come in, please?” I let him inside the house. He shook his head, seeing that I didn’t have any electricity at all and how empty my house was.
“I gave away a lot of my stuff to an old lady. I got $800 out of it.” I explained. He looked at me and shook his head even more.
“What’s going on? How poor are you?” He asked and asked.
“Well,” I began, “I’m working two jobs, today I actually got a break. My boss said I needed a day off from working. All day I’ve been sleeping. And my parents are sending me a thousand dollars. I go to the Dry Cleaners every two days to clean my clothes. Everything is going well.” He gave me a dirty look and said, “You are not doing well, Christina. You are so miserable. Look,” he opened up my refrigerator and cabinets, “you have no food, no lights, no nothing! If you needed help, you could have came to me.”
“I didn’t think you’d let me since we’re not together anymore.”
“So, that doesn’t mean I won’t help you out. Just because we’re not together anymore, doesn’t mean I don’t love you, because I do love you Christina. I always will.”
“I’ll always love you too, David.” I murmured.
“Come on, your going home with me.” David inquired.
“No, I have to go to work in about four hours. I’m just going to get some sleep. Sleeping on your couch won’t get me any sleep at all.”
“You can sleep with me in my bed. I have an alarm clock. And I even have a fan, you should know, we always use it.”
“Okay. David, I really appreciate what your doing for me.”
“Anytime, Christina.” David gave me a hug and a kiss on the cheak. It almost felt like we we’re back together again, but we weren’t.
“Tomorrow, I have to sell my bed. I’m just going to use my couch as my bed.”
“How much are you selling it for?” David asked.
“$500. An old man wants it. He also wants my t.v., which I’m giving that away for $200. I’m making a lot of money. I’m making good money at my two jobs, also.” I kept on going with all the stuff that I was selling and how much money I was making. He seemed impressed with it.

“You want to know what I think?” He asked and I nodded my head. “I think that your life is extremely depressing and I also think you need a break from you job for about two days or maybe even a week.” He was right but he needed to understand that I was desperately lacking money.
“You don’t understand David, I really, really need money. I need to get out of this city and I really need a home of my own and live a normal adult life.”
“You can move in with me.” David commanded.
“David, you and I are not together – I mean...you broke up with me. Why would you want me to move in with you.” I was hoping he would say that he wanted us to be together again.
“I told you that I still love you and that I will always be there for you and help you out whenever.” He hesitated for a second. “Christina, I still want to be with you, but I don’t know if I should. I dont want you to cheat on me – especially with Seth, who’s one of my best friends.” 
“Trust me, that will never happen. I learned my lesson because after me almost cheating on you with Seth, I realized I don’t want to be with him; he’d never be the right one for me but you will always be the right one and I love you so much and I hope someday we’ll be together again inless you find somebody else.” 
“I doubt finding another women will happen. We should give some time to think about being together again.”
“Sure, I agree on that.” I conformed.
We got to his apartment and I was not ready to go in, mainly because of Seth. I was hoping that he wasn’t still mad at me. 
When I walked inside the house, Seth was sitting on the couch watching television. He turned his head directly at me, right away. He didn’t give me a dirty look, but a look of surprise.
“I guess I’ll just go to bed right know.” I strolled to the bedroom leaving David behind. 

All of a sudden Seth came in the bedroom rapidly shuting the door as peaceful as he could. He seemed a bit tense.
“Why did you tell David about me touching you and you having feelings about me? I could have lost one of my best friends, luckily I didn’t.” 
“Seth, I’m tired and I want to go to bed.”
“No, you are not going to bed until we are finished with this conversation!” He snapped.
“Fine! I’m sorry, but I couldn’t keep this from David any longer. I had to tell him – he needed to know. It was the right think to do, I know you don’t think so but I do.
“I know it was the right thing to do but I feel so uncomfortable around him now. I can’t even hardly look him in the eye anymore.”
“I’m sorry Seth, but you understand me, right?” He smiled at me and gave me a friendly hug. “Yeah, I understand you and I’m sorry for all the crap I caused for you and David.”
“Where is David, anyways?” I asked curiously.
“He’s making lunch. He sent me in here to go talk to you and try to work things out with us.”
“Let’s be good friends and only friends.” I acknowledged.
“I agree friends only. I also want to apologize for how I treated you the last time we saw each other, everything I said was cruel and hurtful and I’m sorry.” 
“Apology excepted.” We gave each other a hug. I felt really good about the whole talk with Seth and David. My day went just as well as I was hoping for.
“I need to go to bed, I have to go to work at 11:00 and it is 6:30 right know.” He left the room and I went to bed with all the weight lifted off of my shoulders, now I could sleep peacefully.

I woke up and got ready for work. Everybody else was in bed, still sleeping. I felt motivated and had some energy in me. Everything around me was calm and content. I was more awake and felt good about going to work for the first time.

At work, I met a guy named Jason McGomery. He was funny and kind, somebody who I wouldn’t mind being friends with. I could tell that he loved the color black, because thats all he wore; even his hair was dyed black. I was a little attracted to him, but there was no chemistry between us, I had David and he’s all I need.
“What do you do for fun?” I asked while I was putting the can goods on the counter.
“I party, drink, and get stoned with my friends.” Jason chuckled.
“Always?” I interrogated, giving him a funny look.
“No, only once in a great while. I also play football. A lot of people think I’m just some punk with a boring life, but not only am I a punk, I’m also a jock.” He described.
“That’s better. I used to be a varsity cheerleader; I would cheer for the football team and party with the them also.” I stated. 
“I love cheerleaders!” He remarked, giving me two thumbs up, “Do you still date jocks?” He asked.
“An ex jock, actually.” I replied.
“You have a boyfriend?” He asked unmarkabely.
“Yeah, his name is David O’brien,” I faultered, “well...we’re not together at this moment of time...we broke up three weeks ago, but I have a feeling that we might get together again and plus, I just moved in with him last night. I don’t really know what’s going to happen between me and him.” I explained.
“Why’d you two break up?” He asked.
“Because I almost cheated on him with his best friend, Seth. Have you ever done that before?” I asked.
“Nope – never,” He said, “but it’s happened to me a few times. It happened to me four months ago. I was going out with this girl – her name was Aneesa Frank, and she cheated on me with my older brother and now she’s pregnant with his baby.” 
“I’m so sorry that happened. That’s really low for a brother to do that. How long were you with her?” I asked.
“Almost two months.” He answered.
“Wow! Thats a long time.” I said.
“Did you say that your x-boyfriend’s name is David O’brien?” He asked.
“Yeah, why?” I asked curiously.
“That name sounds so familiar. I think I used to party with a dude name David O’brien.” Jason paused for a moment, thinking about the familiar name. “Does he have brown hair and cool looking green eye’s?” he asked.
“Yep, that’s David O’brien. He’s lived in **** his whole life like you.” I said.
“Where does he live now?” Jason asked.
“On Neil St.” I replied.
“Does he hang out with Seth, Zeke, and Tye?”
“Yeah, those are his roomates.” I said.
“Holy shit! Can I have their number, please?” He begged.
“Of course.” I wrote down the number and handed it to him. It was weird that I was working with somebody who was good friends with David and the rest.

As I was working down in the cosmetics, me and Crystal bumped into each other and she had some bad news for me.
“I heard you moved back in with David and I just wanted to inform you that he’s taken and please don’t get you’re hopes up for him and just move on.” Crystal begged.
“What do you mean? What happened?” I asked.
“I saw him at the coffee shop, hugging and kissing another girl. I’m sorry, Christina.” She apologized. My mind went blank and stress was creeping up on me.
“Who was the girl?” I asked.
“I don’t know who she was, but she looks skanky. She’s a short skinny blonde in high heels.” She described. I was devastated. I thought that David wanted me back, but he didn’t – he moved on with his life and I should have a long time ago. What a waste of time.

When I got home, David and Seth were on the couch watching television and I was wanting to blow up.
“Who’s the blonde girl, David?” I asked quickly without thinking. David hesitated for a moment. “Just some girl I know. How’d you find out?” he asked.
“Crystal told me. I shouldn’t stay here. I can see that you finally moved on and I don’t think I should stay here since I’m your x-girlfriend, you know?” I asked.
“No, no, you’re staying here with me and the rest.” David insisted.
“Why do you want me to stay here, David?” I wondered.
“Because you have nowhere else to go, Christina!” his voiced raised.
“I have a home and a job. I can live my own life, I’m an adult.” I stated.
“No you can’t.” He said, “You have no life and you have nothing to live on in your home – its all useless. You need a warm and safe place to stay, which is here at my home. I don’t even know if I’m going to be with this girl, for right now we’re just friends.” He described.
“That friendship will probably lead to something else and I don’t want to see that because I’m still inlove with you.” I walked out of the door almost crying.
“Wait, your not leaving.” David took my hand, “I know your still inlove with me, I can see it in your eye’s and I’m still inlove with you, but you almost cheated on me, Christina. How can I trust our relationship when you almost cheated on me?” he asked.
“What? David,” I began, “you told me last night that you’ll think about being back in a relationship with me and now your seeing another girl, basically, and now your starting to have second thoughts, why?” I asked.
“I don’t know – I’m just so confused about this whole situation.” He stated, “I still want to be with you and then I think to myself if I should get back with you again.”
“And I can totally understand.” I said. “I guess I’ll have to move on too.”
“Yeah, maybe you should.” David agreed. I didn’t really want to move on, but I knew that me and him were over for good. After knowing that me and David were threw with each other, I started liking Jason more and more. Everytime I saw him, I got more attractive to him. I couldn’t wait to go to work and talk to him and glance at him everytime I had the chance too, but I still wasn’t over David – I really missed being with him. 

I got off of work and came home exhausted like always.

“How was work?” David asked, like always. I sat down on the couch and replied, “It was fine, I’m just tired from all the loading and standing.”
“Jason McGomery called for you.” He stated.
“Really? I guess I’ll call him later tonight.” I said.
“I used to go to school with him. I invited him over here tomorrow for dinner.” He said.
“That’s cool.” I stated, “He’s hella fun to be around. Do you think I should go for him?” I asked.
“I don’t know.” He said, “I don’t think he’s boyfriend material for you and I don’t think you two would make a good couple.”
“He is too boyfriend material and I think we’d make a cute couple.” I implored, “Anyways, how are you and that blonde chick doing?” I asked.
“Me and Britney are doing good,” he began, “but she’s very good in bed – the best I’ve ever had.” I knew David was trying to make me jealous, and it worked.
“Why are you being mean?” I asked offensively.
“I’m not trying to be rude, I’m just informing you.” He smircked.
“What, was I not good in bed? Is that what your trying to tell me?” I asked.
“No, I’m not doing that. You were pretty good in bed, also, just not that experienced.” He explained.
“Geez, I’m sorry!” I shouted and walked off into Seth’s bedroom, slamming the door.
“What’s wrong with you?” Seth asked.
“I want you to teach me how to be really good in bed.” I stated.
“What?” he asked, “Yeah, I’ll show you how, but why?” I took off my shirt and bra.
“Because David said that I was pretty good in bed, but not very experienced.” I took off my jeans and slid off my thong. Seth got a heart-on quickly. I got on my knee’s and unzipped his pants. “Tell me if I’m good at giving blow jobs.” I said. I licked the head and went down on his shaft, slowly then rapidly. He digged his nails threw my hair and moaned each time I sucked faster.
“Suck it harder!” he groaned. I took his penis out and ordered him to come in my mouth. When I sucked it harder, he finally came and I swallowed it all still sucking. I stopped and looked at his face, he was breathing really hard. 
“How was that.” I asked.
“That was the best blow job that I have ever had. There is something wrong with David if he says that you not very experienced, it feels like you have given ten thousand blow jobs.” He complimented. I smiled, feeling haughtly of myself.

“Then, you tell David that he’s wrong.” I said. He nodded his head and I walked out of the room and layed on the couch with a big grin on my face, loving the fact that I was great at giving head.
“Fool, your ex over there,” Seth pointed, “is the best chick to ever give a blow job.” David looked at me real fast, and had a look.
“She just gave you a blow job?” he asked.
“Yep!” Seth replied. David seemed jealous from the fact of me giving Seth a blow job, but thats exactly how I wanted him to feel.
“When’s your girlfriend coming over?” Seth asked.
“She’ll be here anytime.” David answered, “She’s so hot. All the guys want to bang her. Everytime I’m with her, I feel good about myself, because I’m with the hottest girl on earth.” David looked at me with a grin and I rolled my eye’s at him, wanting to deck him in the face.
“I’m going to go take a shower.” I said. I took a quick shower and dressed like a hoochie with my hair down and my make-up looking better than ever; I wanted to look better than David’s new girlfriend. I wanted to feel good about myself instead of being jealous of her.

I walked into the living room and there she was, sitting on my couch in a lady like matter. She was absolutely gorgeous and looked very friendly. She had long blonde hair and adorable blue eye’s. He legs were glowing tan and her breast were round and perky like mine. I decided to change into more appropriate clothing, in order for me to have a good impression on the girl. I walked into my room real fast and put on some jeans and a tight green t-shirt. As fast as I could, I walked back into the living room and introduced myself. I decided to maybe give this girl a chance; maybe she would be better for David than I ever was.

“Would you like a soda, Britney?” I asked. I wanted to get to know her a little bit and be nice to her. 
“Yes, thank you.” She said politely. I liked her right away. She was generous, kind, and intimate., which I thought every person should be like in a way.
“Where are you from and how old are you?” I interrogated. I wanted to know everything about her.
“I’m from Austin, Texas and I’m nineteen years old. What about you?” she asked.
“I’m from here – **** and I just turned nineteen a few months ago in December.”
“What day in December?” she asked surprisingly.
“December 18. Why?” I asked curiously.
“My birthday is December 19. Our birthday is right by each other. Give me five!” she laughed as we gave hi five.
“So, what do you do for fun?” I asked.
“Well, I like to go to clubs and party and I’m a model at Barbazone.” She described.
“That’s so cool! You model? I used to be a model and I also love to party at clubs. Last year I took bartening classes, until I fell inlove with David, but thats all in the past. Were you ever a cheerleader?” I asked.
“Yes I used to be a cheerleader. I’m guessing you were to?” she said.
“Yep, a varsity cheerleader. Damn, me and you have so much in common, it’s so crazy.” I stated.
“Oh my God, I know, but that’s a good thing. You’re actually the first person I have ever met to have something in common with.” She said.
“That’s nice to know.” I said.
“Are you bisexual?” she asked out of no where.
“I don’t really know. I’ve kissed a few girls before, but I never really thought about that. Why do you ask?” I asked.
“Because I’m bisexual.” She responded, “I’ve had three girlfriends before and about five boyfriends in my life.”
“Damn! I would have never guessed that you were bi. I’m not against it at all, I think it’s pretty cool that your bisexual.” I said, “What do you think of me?” I smiled.
“Honestly, I think that your the hottest chic that I have ever seen. You’re drop dead gorgeous and plus, me and you have almost everything in common, which is a deffinite plus.” I would have never thought that this girl was bisexual and to be honest, I admired it a lot.
“Babe, you’re not bi, stop saying that.” David interrupted.
“I am bi, David.” She snapped.