In Case of Birthday- Break Barriers

We've been apart for over a month now after you left me, foolish you, but you call to tell me you'll be in town in a few weeks in time for my 18th birthday. Suprise suprise on that timing- not that it ever mattered, you'd been sexing me for over a year love or no love, legal or illegal. You always were a horny bastard, but I loved it. I always wanted more from you, wanted you to fuck me until I broke in half, til the sheets were irreparable and you were spent. We had such a great sex life. But still you left me for that job cross country, said it was you future, we were going in seperate directions. Oh well, it's nice you'll be here to celebrate with me.

The party comes, we throw a huge one at a friend of a friends, liquor and drugs float around and with a nod to tradition I am wasted, drunk, and ready for action. You remember the last time I was drunk, don't you? ;-) Middle of the day rum drunk, good for fucking. But you never drink, you like to play it cool and just smoke with the guys. Selfish bastard. I love that.On my umpteenth refill it hits me. My bladder is bad off in the worst way, fucking vodka always gets me. Paranoid as I am with so many things running through my veins I take extra care to wash myself... you know just in case I get lucky with Jeanas ex... Scrub scrub then it's back up with the red silk n lace, zip up the white mini and exit. I hate how all the rooms are connected, you can never get somewhere without going through three beds and a closet. 

Stumbling I get to a hall and bump smack into you. Goddamnit, just what I needed- more temptation. You hand me the rest of your beer with a wicked grin "I know it's your favorite, and i'd hate for you to sober up on a night like this" I laugh in your face, careful to chew the wad of mint gum in my mouth so I don't turn you off... you know, just in case you're turned on... I fall down a bit and you help me up. I tell you, well it's more of a yell, that I don't need your effing help and start crying. A mess at 18 what a drunk joke, psh. I missed you so damn much, and sneakily take advantage of my newfound situation by leaning into you and sobbing a bit harder... you know, just in case you feel like comforting me a little harder... you brush my hair back and take the dripping bottle out of my hand and the dripping tears off my face with your hand. I wrap my arms around you tightly and asks if you'd *pleeease baby, help me go lay down cuz, unh, i'm just not feelin so good anymore* ;-) 

You half carry, half walk me to the bedroom a few steps back and pick me up and onto the bed. I proclaim it's hot and start to pull up my shirt but you stop me. The feeling of your hot palm on my bare stomach drives me insane. I just wish it were a little lower, little closer I wouldn't mind you know... just in case your hand slips. Poor hand, it seemed to remember the smoothness of my skin and copped it's own little feel and I arched my back in appreciative response. Stupid you! You took your hand off quickly, not wanting to get involved all over again. You know once you've had me you'll never be able to go back. You fear my touch because you know you'll love me. Don't worry, I don't want to redo the past, I just want to fuck my poor drunken brains out And I want your oh so talented cock, that knows every inch of me so liplicking well, to do it to me. 

I sit up quickly and grab you, one hand delicately placed right above your sweet ass and the other behind your head, forcing my lips onto yours. You weakling, I wanted moreof a fightthan this, I wanted you to kick and scream and have to pin you to the matress like I know you love. But you just melt.You fall on top of me stunning me as my struggling body is pinned under your willing and heavy frame. Your tongue darts into my mouth, and tasting you drives a whole new force into me, but I want so much more. With all my strength I flip you over, throwing a leg over yours and straddling your lap, pulling your face close to me with your collar and staring hard into you. I don't want you to regret this, I want you to want it bad like me for the rest of your life. I wait silently -our breathing hard and fast- for your decision. Are we really doing this? I know I am. Are you in? Do you want me bad baby? I know you do, I can feel you rock hard in your khakis right under me, the blood pulsing under my thighs. I don't care if she's downstairs, I want them all to hear you scream my name just once more. I want to have the last fuck this time. I say who screws and who leaves. 

Your eyes, so true blue so enticing, they start to tear up like a baby. You stupid fool, you can't decide? I look at you, my face *falls* and you kiss me. hard. apologetic and full of... love? No. You stopped loving me a long time ago. Longing, Lust, Libido... any other L word but that one. I couldn't take it. Which is why you use it against me, to test me. I kiss you back, but very, very soft, so light that if your eyes were closed you could barely tell I was there. But you feel it like the spark starting the engine. I let go of you and you fall back onto the bed. You say so "You sure you aren't feeling very good? I think you're feeling fine" and smile. I look at you and ask you why it was you couldn't tell me how I felt, since you'd been feeling me up so much. You laugh and I shut your mouth with mine again. Don't ruin it, don't make this a joke you bastard. 

Leaning over you I casually brush my crotch against your upturned groin. You shudder and a gasp escapes out of our tangled lips as you involuntarily? thrust upward. Oh yeah, you want me alright. I fake. I gulp in air and get off you, running for the door and push myself against it. You get up after me and wrap yourself around me "What's wrong? Did I do something to upset you?" I turn slowly and look up at you with fear in my eyes. I lean close and whisper that I just never thought you'd come to me like this, now, when i'm so vulnerable. The air carries my words and they brush softly against your ear and you pull me closer. And then I turn it off. Just like that the fire is in my eyes and I have you, up against the door, me in front of you kneeling in a flash at the buttons. Your eyes are wide but your hands do not move to stop me. You love it when I play with your emotions. 

You lean your head back against the door still unbelieving as my cool hand slips it's way under your boxer waistband. Your abs contract and you moan a little as I pull gently, letting it all fall down. I scratch my tongue against my teeth to remove any moisture a lick that tiny honeyed drop from your throbbing tip. You whisper dirty things with me and I run the honey up and down the bottom of your thick shaft, stopping just before i reach the top and swirling my tongue just under your slit driving you up the door frame, begging me to wrap my precious dewy lips around your tough cock. I oblige, but just the head. Popping it in my mouth I suck in my cheeks fiercely lapping my tongue up and down the top like a tiny cunt. You groan pleasureably and I force it, all of it down my hungry throat catching you by suprise and lick all over with my wet wet saliva; coating your dick so I can make you cum with my bobbing lips. Minutes later you do, so so much I can tell you haven't had anyone since me, and I taste you, taste your yummy sweaty saltyness and swallow all of it, sucking you dry as you turn tender on my tongue. I pull you out so so slowly and let my tongue wander a bit at the end, making you shudder with mixed feelings. It's over? 

You think so... you panic in your eyes, I can see it. I reach one hand behind you and one hand behind myself, and make little circles on your back to calm you down and keep you high. My other hand pinches lightly and I let my black lace covered bra drop low on me, and then to the floor. I come closer and kiss you on the neck, just below your jaw where you can't see me but I know i'm still driving you insane. you close around me, pressing my firm nips to your rough polo. I pull it up slowly, running my fingers almost individually up your smooth stomach and over your pecs until I reach your commanding shoulders and I pull it all off, leaving you naked in front of me, pants at your ankles, and me in my little white mini and heels. You press yourself harshly into me to feel our bare chests together and I sink ever so feminine into your waiting torso lifting one leg and letting a heel drop, then another. We kiss so deeply and I bite your lip and taste you all over again. you pick me up a little under my arms and seemingly toss me onto the bed. You put your face to my belly button and kiss my stomach softly. I exhale long and loud as you uncover me button by button, then the easy little zipper and I feel you sliding down with my skirt. You observe my red undies- an unfamiliar pair to you I'd just bought weeks ago with it's telltale moisture gathered in the darkened place between me. 

You let my legs go their seperate ways and crawl animal like on top of my paleness and heaving chest as your manhood brushes itself against my silk panties.At this you decide it's foolish, you've dragged it out long enough. You lean back on your ankles and draw them off of me with a flick of your wrist. On the floor, and you're on me. Brushing your hands all over me, grabbing every inch you can find. Your newly aching cock finds it's place and probes pleadingly at my entrance. I thrust my hips upward and stay, unmoving as we both SCREAM! Oh god oh god when was it ever better I'm so full of you, everything is complete and I spasm, just your presence in me sending waves crashing through me and into you. You breathe with me finally and kiss my right breast, slowly pulling yourself from me but no oh god oh god please give it to me baby oh I want you so bad fuck me hard oh I want all of you please baby please and you thrust OH fuck yes mmmm ooooo I hope you never leave me wanting I want you in me harder, faster. You comply with my sordid demands and throw yourself into the act, keeping a perfect rhythm with my eager little ass always ready to meet it's match. 

It's. so. amazing. I can't breathe, all I can do is scream and moan and growl in your ear for more, you just make me feel so gooood baby. You never seem to let up, only once pulling out quickly and holding, holding it over me like a menacing dagger ready to plunge in it's fate. Sweat hangs on you like a cloud and you pant so sexy as you go, faster and faster, posessed by a demon I want unleashed on me in full force. And oh oh oh my GAAAH OH! oh baby oh yes youre so good like that oh just like that as you bend back on your heels, plunging into me with your thumb on my needy little clit, both of my legs held high in the air as you touch that spot oh that spot right there yessssssss yes oh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And it happens. I ERUPT in a crash of symbols and fireworks, gospel choirs in my head sing hallelujah, and I scream your naem as loud as I can and sob with pleasure and intense passion as an orgasm no one knows or will ever see again rips it's way through my being, caressing your hard, tough, pounding cock deep inside and you gasp, moaning loudly and I feel it, the only thing better than this orgasm is you, feeling your hot hot heat shooting high into me and I cry out how amazing it all is in me and you spurt twice, three times, an infinity of cums into me pushed as far as you can go, up to the hilt with all your might and you fall. 

Sweat mixes with sweat and we pant in a daze from our animal excercise. You feel numb and electric rubbing your oils against my skin and I kiss you, over and over all over your beautiful tired, drenched shoulders. I'm so thankful for what you gave me, so awesome to define description and I push lightly on you, knowing you need to cool yourself off, knowing the last thing I want is you to come out of me. But you do, in a wet pop and roll over besideme, keeping your arm around me and I roll to my side blowing cool air all over your chest and kiss you on the lips. Thank you baby, thank you. God you're wonderful. A last embrace and I fall, now sober, asleep against you. You whisper low and gentle in my ear, "Happy Birthday baby, I love you".