David & Matthew PART 2

David sleeps in the back seat next to his sister as the miles decrease to California. While his best buddy sits alone in his bedroom back in Minneapolis. From the day these boys met they’ve never been any further apart then the 3 houses in between theirs. Now as David’s father drives across another state line, he realizes that by morning he and Josh will no longer in the same time zone.

He wants to cry but there aren’t any tears left or the emotional energy to bring them to the surface. He asked his dad to be sure to wake him up at midnight. That’s when he and Josh have agreed to listen to the tapes that they made for each other

David’s heart is pounding as the small hand heads towards the twelve. “It’s midnight in 10 seconds son!” he hears his father say. David does a countdown in his head and then presses the play button. Nothing, it’s quiet. Then he hears the beginning to their favorite song. “David” he hears Josh say but then clears his throat. You could tell that Josh was trying not to cry.

“David. I love you so much. I’m scared that I will never be able to feel this way again. That’s how I have been thinking about this for the past few weeks. It was always about me and how I feel. I don’t even know how you could love me to begin with. But because I’m such a selfish bastard and cried so much over my pain, it brought me right back around to you. I feel like there’s a whole bunch of stuff that I never told you. I told you that I was in love with you but I never told you what being in love with David feels like. Oh my God! David. You have to promise me that you’ll let yourself go when you feel that feeling. Don’t you remember? Remember the first time that we kissed? God David! We both started crying like babies. It would hurt me so much to think that you’ll never have that look on your face like you did that day that we kissed. Or that you feel all of those things that you told me about. I am begging you David. I’m worried cuz of some of the stuff that you said last night. No! I take that back. I’m fucking terrified David. I don’t feel like living without you either David! I don’t! But guess what? I don’t have a choice. Will I ever find someone that I will love as much as I love you? No! No I won’t David because I will never love anyone as much as I love you. But I’m going to try to come as close as possible. I’m setting you free my love. I don’t want you to ever think about the promises that we made to each other. We where kids David and when you’re a kid saying forever is easy. Please go and find that boy who makes you smile like you do. I love that so much. But then David, I want you to make him feel that way you did for me. Make him feel like the most important person on earth. Make him shiver and gasp for breath when you touch his face. Take him in your arms and make him never want to leave. And after all of that is said and done, if you feel that feeling, sort of like it did with us? Make him cum. 
Go live and love David. I won’t say goodbye. I’ll just say see you later. Not soon but I will see you again. Oh! And don’t forget the Sunday Times on your birthday. Later queer!”

David pressed the stop button and smiled. Joshua always had a way of making David smile. He loved it when Josh would call him queer, or faggot. It was done with such love that even the sting that people have put on such words was rendered useless. 

Joshua made that tape so that he could give David some comfort. He wanted to say all of the things that would bring a smile to his face. It took several attempts to get through it without breaking down. It killed Josh to even think of David loving someone else. It was the part when he said “I’m setting you free my love” that ripped through Josh’s heart. Setting David free was the last thing in the world that he ever wanted to do. He remembered a day when two boys laid in a grassy field and promised to love each other and never leave. 

They had such love and respect for each other in almost ever aspect that you could imagine. The boys had masturbated together for years and eventually masturbated each other. But it took something as simple as a kiss to truly define the difference between sex and love. That kiss changed everything. It was truly magic. The first time they masturbated each other after the kiss changed the other times they would manually love each other’s penis.

They never seemed to be in a rush to try anything. Other boys at school would tell tails about fucking this girl or getting sucked off by that girl. David must have given head to Josh 50 times before Josh did it for David. In all of that time David never questioned it and it made it that much more special when it happened so unexpectedly. One day naked and kissing, Josh and David rolled from one side of the bed to the other kissing, touching, feeling. Out of the blue Josh dove head first into David lap and inhaled his cock to the root. He sucked with such urgency that it almost frightened David. 

“Josh? You don’t have to do that. It’s okay.” David said. He was afraid that Josh was only doing it because David liked to do it to him.

Josh slid his mouth off of David’s dick with the saddest look in his eyes. “You don’t want me to do this to you?” he said. David placed his hands on Josh’s cheeks and pulled him into a kiss. He told him to never think that there is anything that I don’t want you to do. I want you to do whatever makes you happy, okay?”

“Okay” Josh said. But he didn’t put his mouth on David’s dick again for a long time. David knew that he needed to let Josh be in control of his desires and to just be there for him to try them out. He was always the one that made you aware of the fact that you should expect things when you least expect them.

David and Josh had always given a few second warning that ejaculation was near. David gave such a warning on a particular night and Josh did not move his mouth away so quickly as he had done in the past. 

“Watch out! Josh! It’s going to come!” David said so urgently. Josh stopped moving his head up and down but left it more then half way and sucked hard as he moved his tongue on the back side of David’s dick head. David thought he had lost the ejaculation because Josh stopped moving his head up and down. But he quickly felt the suction and the stimulation of that part of his penis send that familiar signal. He felt the kind of build up that a 18-year old feels when he make himself cum for the first time.

It’s deep rooted and sadly, no man can say that he cums like a 18-year old. Those are the days when the orgasm rocks you like an earthquake. First you feel the tremors that will let you know what magnitude this orgasm will be. David knows exactly what Josh intends to do. He is so shocked because he hadn’t even thought of doing that to Josh. He loved sucking on Josh’s cock and had done so many times before Josh sucked his. David could only enjoy it. He was happy for Josh. This first time would belong to him and only him. He would be the first to swallow cum in this relationship. David was lost in the pleasure that Josh was giving to him. He called out another warning just incase Josh had changed his mind.

“I’m going to cum Josh” David said as his legs stiffened and his back started to arch. Josh didn’t move away and David knew that it was going to happen. What had he ever done to deserve such an amazing person in his life?

“Oh Josh! It’s wonderful baby. Oh my God! Here it comes Josh! I’m cumming! Oh I’m cumming! Oooooooo I love you so much Josh!

David held Josh’s head as he felt his semen being pumped into Josh’s mouth. It seemed to last longer then any orgasm he ever had. He clearly heard the sound of Josh’s throat muscle making the contractions necessary to swallow what David had given to him. The earthquake subsided and a few after shocks made David convulse until his penis slid out of Josh’s exhausted mouth.

David came back to the real world. It didn’t take long for him to realize that he was dreaming about the past with his first boyfriend. He is still in the back seat of the car and they are still moving to California.
David sits up just as the car pulls into a Ramada Inn.

In the morning they hit the road early before the sun was up. It would be the first day that David wouldn’t cry. He had spent the last two days crying more then not. Sleep was the only thing that spared him that agony. 

Matthew was adjusting to his loss too. He knew that people would soon move into this house and he would not be able to come here to Ricky’s empty room for comfort. He took out his pocketknife and carved MW + RR and I love Ricky in several places inside of the closet where the boys shared their first kiss. It wasn’t with tongues like that did later, but a nice soft meeting of the lips with their eyes closed.

“That was nice” Ricky said to Matt when they broke for air. “Yeah it was!” Matt said. The boys sat quiet taking in the feeling of that first kiss. Ricky was so innocent in those early days. 

“Can we do that again Matthew? If you want to, I mean?” Ricky said trying to mask the desire he was feeling for his friend. Matthew who was the coy one smiled to his friend.

“You want it? Come and get it!” Ricky smiled wide and lunged at his friend chest to chest. The weight of Ricky’s body sent Matthew all the way to the floor. This kiss was more urgent then the last and Matt reached up and put his hand on the side of Ricky’s face as they kiss happened. Neither boy will take the credit for what happened next but claim that it “just happened” but at the same instant each boys lips parted and their tongues swirled around each other and they kissed like that as if they had been doing it all of their lives. When they broke again Ricky in all of his cuteness was the first to comment.

“Wow man! That made me pop a boner!” he said as he glanced at the front of his pants. Matt lifted the front of his shirt and Ricky giggled uncontrollably. But then he stopped just as quickly as he started.

“Matt?…………….do you think that this means……..um like maybe we’re fags?”

“Do you feel like a fag Ricky?”

“No! Do you”

“No I don’t feel like a fag Ricky. I feel like I’m falling in love with you. If that means I’m a fag then tell me where fags go to sign up.”

Ricky started to cry with a smile on his face. “You swear Matt? For reals? You love me?”

Matt couldn’t speak with that huge lump in his throat. He just confessed his love for Ricky. It didn’t come just then from that first kiss. It had been there for quite some time. 

“For reals Ricky! I love you.”

Neither boy had a clue that in a few years they would be pulled apart. Why would they? Matthew opens his eyes and found himself in Ricky’s empty bedroom. There where bright squares on the walls where pictures and posters had protected the paint to the sun.

“RICKY!!!!!!!” Matthew screamed out in the empty room. “I love you Ricky…I love you,” he said over and over until he lost control and crawled over to the closet, went inside and closed the door. This was the last place that still had Ricky’s scent and even that was fading as the days went by.

“Oh Ricky! How am I supposed to like with out you? RICKY! RICKY!” Matt screamed in a way that could only be described as blood curdling. 

“FUCK! FUCK!………..RICKY PLEASE COME BACK! Oh God! Ricky, I’m not going to make it without you, I won’t. I’m dying Ricky, I’m already dead. Please don’t forget me Ricky. RICKY! NO!
Please! Please Ricky. I’m dying” Matt said. He fell asleep on the floor in Ricky’s closet and when he woke up it was already starting to get dark. He got to his feet and looked back into the room one last time. 

“Goodbye Ricky. I have to go home now and I won’t be coming back anymore. I love you more than I ever thought was possible and I’ll never forget the things we did in this room. I’ll love you forever.” Matt said as he closed the door and walked down the stairs. He went out the back door and didn’t look back as he walked home. 

Matt feels so sad just like David. Each boy is convinced that they’ll never love as they’ve loved before and so there’s no point in going on. “Wait and see my little homo rookies” the Fate Fairy says. “David and Matthew, Matthew and David. Hmmm I like that sound of that” Said the Fate Fairy. “But I have work to do. It seems that Ricky’s mother had chosen to pass up on the job in Chicago at the last minute. She was now a single Mother and she worried about raising Ricky in the mean streets of Chicago. She chose an alternate job in a little town called New Hope, Minnesota. The name itself was ironic since both mother and son hoped for a new life. Ricky will find such a new life when he discovers that two houses down is the city limits of Minneapolis. About six more houses beyond that is where a boy lives who needs a friend in the worst way. Like Ricky, he has lost a love. Joshua is the boys name and he was torn from his first love David when the boy’s father took him away to California.

“Hang on my little love starved babies!" The Fate Fairy says. "Buckle up you little bitches!" The Fate Fairy hasn’t even gotten started yet.” 

END PART TWO HERE